summer holidays

I’m back

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Hi guys sorry I have been away I have been on holiday anyway I’m back now.

This weeks post I’m gonna talk about something that happened yesterday that I’m pretty proud of.

So yesterday I went to my Grandmas for the first time in forever ( not a frozen reference ) and it was good. I woke up and walked down and spend probably about 3 hours there and I didn’t really get that nervous which was a complete surprise.

I am also planning tomorrow to go to town with my nana I’m a bit more worried about that because it’s further away and I’m not too sure but I’m trying to keep a positive mindset which is hard at times.

Anyway this was just a quick update to let you know a few things normal longer posts will resume next week. I normally plan for a few days what I’m going to do but I literally have thought of this on the spot and I didn’t wan you guys to have nothing to read so I tried to get it done but I promise my thinking cap is on now for the next posts.

Thanks for reading, Worry Warriors,

Win The Worry Wars

Surprise trip diaries #1

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So the Friday just gone was quite a big deal I woke up and did the usual boring stuff. The day was ok and normal it was half term so my Grandparents have been looking after me it has been great. I am not too confident yet with going out with them because that’s hard even with my Mum and Dad but I do go on walks several times around the block with them which is an improvement from before. Anyway that’s not what I want to talk about today if you do want me to talk about the half term the leave a comment but it’s not something on planning on doing.

Anyway, as I am writing this it is actually Friday night, I’m in the back of the car and we have just got off of a ferry. So let’s start from the beginning shall we. My Dad came home with my Grandad and my Grandma had been looking after us all day. My Grandad took my dog I was confused and my Dad said see you in a couple of days. I was like what is happening, then my Dad was like we are going away for the weekend. I didn’t believe him because it is very much like him to joke about stuff like that. Anyway, (I feel like I am saying anyway a lot here) basically I am on the way to Disneyland Paris for the weekend.

Now this will give a lot of different people different levels of anxiety, type of anxiety and different things they are worried about. About a year and a half ago it would have been fully exited, a year ago exited but nervous, six months ago i would have said ‘I can’t’ but today I am mainly exited about going there it’s just the traveling. Right now I am on a really fast motorway and it is dark I can feel my muscles tensing and the nervous thoughts but I am writing this and being distracted. Back to what I was saying before, I’m nervous about the two boats and the driving, the thing I feel most safe about is the driving but that still does give me nerves as where I live it is very small roads and hardly and fast-moving traffic. So I’m not that used to it.

On the first boat that took about 40 mins there was a small bit of rocking which I was very cautious of and I cried a tiny bit but I didn’t really have a panic attack I just felt very scared of the bad possibilities. So I distracted myself with UNO and a new game I got for christmas called Dobble. After that experience i’m a bit worried about the next ferry but I’m just trying to get as exited as possible about Disney. After all that is my favourite place in the word. I can’t wait tonight we are going to a hotel near the boat and then early in the morning we will be getting the ferry.

It’s slightly annoying and reassuring ,at the same time, that I have done this at least seven or eight times before. I’m going to go now and I will update you guys in the morning.

Goodnight x

The Summer Holidays. Part 2

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So I want to say that this is the last part as the last for weeks of the holidays were pretty much the same with only a few small changes. Also, I’m concerned that this series is a bit boring so I’m going to speed it up a bit.

Week Three and four

I was downstairs most of the time but spending at least two or three hours upstairs everyday and also texting my parents quite a lot when they left for work in the mornings. I’m not going to lie it was still really hard and I didn’t like it but I knew I had to do it.

Week Five and Six

These were the best two weeks I was downstairs baking with them and on week six even eating with them a little bit. My feelings were a lot less panicky and were more relaxed and i found that the end of the day came around in no time. The only thing I was mainly worrying about was going back to school at the end. I may also do a blog post about going back to school.

I’m sorry todays post wasn’t that good I didn’t really want to write todays post about this but I promised you guys and I don’t also want to start something and not finish it. So I hope you guys enjoyed the post please rate, comment, follow and check out the rest of the posts and I will see you guys next week.

Win The Worry Wars

The summer holidays.

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Now I was incredibly nervous about the summer holidays as I was spending it with my grandparents at my house from 8am until 3pm. I’m going to talk about my feelings and thoughts in three posts as six weeks in one is quite a lot so one third will be this week and the next will be next week and so on.

Week One

I was incredibly nervous but i only had to spend three days with my grandparents as my Mum was off the others. My sister had her party on the first day and that was quite scary as most of her friends have quite severe allergies and they were eating at our house but it wasn’t too bad. On the days when my grandparents were here I spent pretty much all my time in my room with my lunch and snack being eaten in my room. It sounds very OTT but when you felt like I did it was really necessary. The rest of that week was pretty much like that.

Week Two

We started the week by going to a festival that was last weeks blog post just use the search bar and type in ‘The Festival’ and it will come up with the story of the start of my week. The rest of the time was mainly with my parents so I wasn’t worried about that but after this week the small break of parents I had was over.

I hope you will enjoy this little mini series and like the category.

Win The Worry Wars