Disney

The happiest place on earth

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So I haven’t been positing for a bit because I have been in Walt Disney World in Florida.

Now for some of you this may make you so nervous you don’t even want to go and that was me last year but this year it is completely the opposite. I was so excited about going, yes I was still a little worried but no a huge amount. The excitement was great because I could use it as a distraction and look forward to it when I was feeling down or anxious.

When you go away you get to escape all those horrible things that you have to go through in everyday life like work and school and you can spend quality time with your family. This can also mean escaping some worries for a few week which is BLISS.

Well anyway I’m back now. WHOOOP WHOOOP. NOT!!!

When you get back it hits you like a ton of bricks. I have to go back to school and put myself back in worrying situations again that on holiday I did’t have to do. This fills me with dread and makes me feel really down.

When I’m in Disney in Florida that truly is my happy place because as well as having a great time that everyone else has I’m also stress free which is AMAZING. I think I had maybe 2 panic attacks the whole 20 nights I was away which is great for me.

Anyway, I am hoping that soon we will return and I can have my few weeks of stress free time and that when I go back to school on Monday it won’t be too bad.

I hop you liked it if you did remember to do all that lovely stuff below and I will speak to you soon.

Thanks fro reading, Worry Warriors,

Win The Worry Wars

Surprise trip diaries #1

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So the Friday just gone was quite a big deal I woke up and did the usual boring stuff. The day was ok and normal it was half term so my Grandparents have been looking after me it has been great. I am not too confident yet with going out with them because that’s hard even with my Mum and Dad but I do go on walks several times around the block with them which is an improvement from before. Anyway that’s not what I want to talk about today if you do want me to talk about the half term the leave a comment but it’s not something on planning on doing.

Anyway, as I am writing this it is actually Friday night, I’m in the back of the car and we have just got off of a ferry. So let’s start from the beginning shall we. My Dad came home with my Grandad and my Grandma had been looking after us all day. My Grandad took my dog I was confused and my Dad said see you in a couple of days. I was like what is happening, then my Dad was like we are going away for the weekend. I didn’t believe him because it is very much like him to joke about stuff like that. Anyway, (I feel like I am saying anyway a lot here) basically I am on the way to Disneyland Paris for the weekend.

Now this will give a lot of different people different levels of anxiety, type of anxiety and different things they are worried about. About a year and a half ago it would have been fully exited, a year ago exited but nervous, six months ago i would have said ‘I can’t’ but today I am mainly exited about going there it’s just the traveling. Right now I am on a really fast motorway and it is dark I can feel my muscles tensing and the nervous thoughts but I am writing this and being distracted. Back to what I was saying before, I’m nervous about the two boats and the driving, the thing I feel most safe about is the driving but that still does give me nerves as where I live it is very small roads and hardly and fast-moving traffic. So I’m not that used to it.

On the first boat that took about 40 mins there was a small bit of rocking which I was very cautious of and I cried a tiny bit but I didn’t really have a panic attack I just felt very scared of the bad possibilities. So I distracted myself with UNO and a new game I got for christmas called Dobble. After that experience i’m a bit worried about the next ferry but I’m just trying to get as exited as possible about Disney. After all that is my favourite place in the word. I can’t wait tonight we are going to a hotel near the boat and then early in the morning we will be getting the ferry.

It’s slightly annoying and reassuring ,at the same time, that I have done this at least seven or eight times before. I’m going to go now and I will update you guys in the morning.

Goodnight x

The Festival

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In the first week of the summer holiday i and to take an absolutely massive step that I wasn’t looking forward to I’m not going to lie it wasn’t too good but it was a learning experience and if i hadn’t of done that I may not have been as strong as I am today.

Day One

This day was mainly spent travelling and we also met up with our cousins and set up the tent.We had dinner and everything was alright because the festival hadn’t really begun.

Day two and three

Day two was alright but it kid of went downhill from there. On Day three I just wanted to go home but I knew I had at least until day Five until I could go home

Day Four

I wanted nothing else but to go home on that day we were not sure wether we were going to stay until the end of day five. We were going to call my councillor but it was a Sunday so we knew she wasn’t going to be in.

Day Five

We came to the decision that we were going to leave at lunch time today which I was glad about and my cousins stayed until the end.

All in all it wasn’t very nice but I am stronger than I was before. I think if I do it again next year I will be worried and nervous but I would probably handle it a bit better and keep improving each time. I was also never a great fan of festivals because of the beat and all the people, so I wouldn’t say I was that bad because even if I had’t got anxieties I wouldn’t be super exited. The days when it was good I did enjoy myself but the lows were really quite low :(.

I hope you like this style and hope to be doing more of personal experiences with a huge Disney special coming up with great detail and will probably take me five or so posts, anyway I hope you liked it see you next time.

Win The  Worry Wars