Sailing festival

So near where I live ether is a sailing festival on at the moment and I went down there with my friend and needless to say it was a nerve racking experience. Here’s why I found it hard and a bit about how I dealt with it.

  1. It was packed. There were a lot of people there as people travel from around the world to go there. I found it hard because I felt like I couldn’t find a quiet spot. However there were little patches that it wasn’t terribly busy so I tried to stay round there
  2. I only went with one of my friends. I find it slightly easier if more people go because I feel like if something did go wrong there would be more people to help which sounds weird after the previous one where I said I didn’t like a lot of people. I like them if they are my friends because I know them – I’m not really sure how to explain.
  3. There was loud music. I really hate loud music especially the bas because I hate the feeling I get in my chest and I had to stay around there for a bit and had quite a few panic attacks which was not good.
  4. I had henna. I was really worried about this but I knew if I didn’t get it I’d be annoyed at myself and regret it so I did get it and I’m glad because it looks really cool. I did worry about this for a while after but in the end I realised that I really wan’t allergic and even if I was it wouldn’t do anything too serious to me.

I hope this helped you and you got something from this. Thank you guys so much for all your support and I will see you next week.

Thanks for reading, Worry Warriors,

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The Festival

In the first week of the summer holiday i and to take an absolutely massive step that I wasn’t looking forward to I’m not going to lie it wasn’t too good but it was a learning experience and if i hadn’t of done that I may not have been as strong as I am today.

Day One

This day was mainly spent travelling and we also met up with our cousins and set up the tent.We had dinner and everything was alright because the festival hadn’t really begun.

Day two and three

Day two was alright but it kid of went downhill from there. On Day three I just wanted to go home but I knew I had at least until day Five until I could go home

Day Four

I wanted nothing else but to go home on that day we were not sure wether we were going to stay until the end of day five. We were going to call my councillor but it was a Sunday so we knew she wasn’t going to be in.

Day Five

We came to the decision that we were going to leave at lunch time today which I was glad about and my cousins stayed until the end.

All in all it wasn’t very nice but I am stronger than I was before. I think if I do it again next year I will be worried and nervous but I would probably handle it a bit better and keep improving each time. I was also never a great fan of festivals because of the beat and all the people, so I wouldn’t say I was that bad because even if I had’t got anxieties I wouldn’t be super exited. The days when it was good I did enjoy myself but the lows were really quite low :(.

I hope you like this style and hope to be doing more of personal experiences with a huge Disney special coming up with great detail and will probably take me five or so posts, anyway I hope you liked it see you next time.

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